Hello Blog world:)
Hope everyone is having a great weekend. Not been feeling so great myself. My Ocd has me too the point where I can't leave the house good anymore. Please just pray for a miracle on me for God to touch and heal me. I hate missing so many things in life because of it. I don't understand why I have to suffer with this so much,but in the end I know God will see me through,I just have to keep trusting. Some people take for granted just the simple things in life as getting in a car and going somewhere,but me it's got to the point where I can barely leave because the Ocd cranks up so bad. I tried to go to the store last Saturday and had to put my stuff down and stay home cause of the ocd and just being frustrated and tired. The same thing happened tonight. I took a shower and had my pocketbook on my shoulder ready to go out the the store and then I just put everything down and got frustrated. One time in the store awhile back I just left my buggy of stuff sitting in an asle and left and came home.I am just so mentally tired from it all. I have tried everything to get rid of it and nothing works,pretty much the meds just make me sleep. I hate missing out on life and missing church and missing just doing shopping or things for fun for my age. Nobody understands how ocd can affect one's life. Even if I do make it too a store I have to rush in and rush out and hurry right back home,it's no fun at all. I am just really drained and really tired mentally. I just want it to go away. I think of how long some waited in the bible for there miracles,they didn't come right off but they came in God's time. Mom keeps telling me just to hang in there the lord is going to heal me. I just have to keep trusting that. I just want healing. I just want to be ocd free. So please please pray for me:) I have suffered over 10 years with this with it starting as far back as elem.school. I have waited patient and I just please want you to pray for me that lord will heal me. While your praying please pray for the many people in the world that suffer from Ocd and Depression. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.